WAITING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Still waiting on the test results.   This is a killer!

They said UPTO 3 days.  Today is Business day two, and tomorrow is Saturday.... UGHHHHHH......

I have so much to write about

So much to write about just so little time.


Went back to bath house.... fun, but..... glory hole dude sucks, and then puts my cock in his bare hole... Pissed me off.

Now worried about STDs.

Went to LA.   Perfect for fun, but too worried about STDs.  Great to see the ocean though.

Getting tested, waiting for results,(hopefully in the next couple days.) while no sex with wife... I'm sure she is wondering what is up.  I'm waiting for her to ask.

Work is so busy....
Life is so busy....

Ughhhh....

Life is full of surprises, and you must live it!

Keep in touch.

Blogger letter

Blogger is taking down sexual content sites. What is everyone doing.

How will i find everyone?

I have till the 23rd.

Ughhhhhhhh

Going to

gaymarriedinthemidwest.tumblr.com





Dear Blogger User,

We're writing to tell you about an upcoming change to the Blogger Content Policy that may affect your account.

In the coming weeks, we'll no longer allow blogs that contain sexually explicit or graphic nude images or video. We'll still allow nudity presented in artistic, educational, documentary, or scientific contexts, or where there are other substantial benefits to the public from not taking action on the content.

The new policy will go into effect on the 23rd of March 2015. After this policy goes into effect, Google will restrict access to any blog identified as being in violation of our revised policy. No content will be deleted, but only blog authors and those with whom they have expressly shared the blog will be able to see the content we've made private.

Our records indicate that your account may be affected by this policy change. Please refrain from creating new content that would violate this policy. Also, we ask that you make any necessary changes to your existing blog to comply as soon as possible, so that you won't experience any interruptions in service. You may also choose to create an archive of your content via Google Takeout (https://www.google.com/settings/takeout/custom/blogger)

Hemorrhoids.... DAMN!!!!

Okay.  This blog is about reality and being gay and married.  So Hemorrhoids.  I have gotten them off and on my whole life.  I remember the first time, and I was NOT have anal sex at the time.  I had them show up about three weeks ago, and final the pain has subsided, but they external part is still there...

I don't tell my wife about them at all.  They always make her made.  I think she believes they come from anal sex, so if I have them she thinks I have been screwing around.  Well I had not had anal sex anywhere close to when these showed up.

I was doing some reading, and they can be irritated by have a cock inside of my ass..... but that is not always the case.

I was really hoping to making sweet love to a cock next week.  It will be my 50th birthday, and wanted to celebrate....

Ohhhh well, I'll have to keep it to something else....

Any thoughts?

Rawraunchypig is 100 ft from you

I was away this week in a small town.  For three nights I saw "Rawraunchypig is 100 ft from you..." We talked late Monday, but he was too tired to come and suck my cock.   I'm pretty vanilla, so ohhh well.   The next night I was still pretty horny, so I messaged him.  He was still close by.  He ignored.  The third night, he was still there but no communication.

It was probably the best.  I spent each morning at breakfast in the hotel wondering who it was.  

Back to Denver in a couple of weeks, hope it is fun, the Stock Show is in town, and should be lots of cowboys.  

A Family Man is So Sexy

There is something about a family man.  Now don't take this wrong, it is nothing perverse.  I like the MAN, who is loving and caring, and you can see that they love and care for their children.  These images warm my heart, but really make me turned on for the MAN.

There is just something sexy about a MAN being playful at heart, and connecting with their kids. Am I the only one out there that finds that sexy?

That's the way a hook up should be

Hey all.  I was hanging out in a new state for me.  Landed in Pittsburgh and drove for a couple hours to the middle of know where PA.  Got in the hotel and logged on to A4A like I always do.  I noticed a guy was on my screen only a couple hundred feet away.  Anymore, I am more of the wait and see type guy.

I did just that... went and ate, and was helping myself to some porn, but watching the A4A just in case.  I noticed the close guy came back on again.  I took the leap and messaged him, and said "You seem to be close."

Not him, but a good depiction.

We chatted and he was in my hotel, on my floor.  I told him I would love some company, and he said he would rather see me before he agreed to anything.  So we met at the ice machine.  He was a little younger than me, bald (YES MAN), nice looking.  When he saw me, he asked if I wanted a drink.  I said sure.

We went to his room, and the only bad was he smoked.  But he offered a drink and we drank it, and talked a little.  When we were done, he said, "Let's give this a try.

Not me, but look at those eyes!

I was heaven!  I nice guy... kissing, hugging, getting naked.  We do only oral, and hot body contact.... he loved it, I loved it...  We rolled on the bed, made out, played naked for a long time. He came on my face!!!! I shot across the room!!!!  It was really nice.

This is how it should be... Spontaneous, not forced,

A couple weeks later I went back to Denver's Men's Spa.  It was pretty dead, but net some nice guys this time. Got off, sucked but was not fucked.  Boooo!!!!  But I did fuck an older guy for a while.  At the end this younger guy came up to me.  He did not want me to touch him.   So fucking weird.  He had a Viagra hard cock.. I sucked him a little, and he was a shove it down my throat type.  I had just came, and wasn't really into it, and luckily he left.  It was an good experience.

Hope everyone had a good Christmas.