Some Days something is just missing

Some days, I sit in my office, and do nothing, search the internet for something.   A response, someone to acknowledge the true me, something that speaks to me.

Didn't find anything today. My house is quiet, I'm alone for the moment, and I need something.  I don't know where it is, and I don't know what it is. But something is missing.

I did get this in my in box...

But I didn't fight for anyone's rights, I am in the closet in spite of the elder gay's fight for equality.  Nope that's not what I'm looking for.

Look at my favorite escort site, see if I can find someone new... Found a favorite to send an e-mail for an upcoming trip.

Nope.... that doesn't do it...

Looking through my "Reading List" ...

Nope... Not there.  Cock didn't even twing on any of that...

Where is the answer?  I'll go help my wife outside, and that will help, take my mind off of what I'm looking for.  

I'm going to focus on being blessed to have her in my life.