Exploration of my sexuality

I do love being on the road sometimes because I get to explore my sexuality, but it is probably a good idea to be home for a week.

I do like to work in my sweats, no underwear, Then I get to explore but only with one hand, with my hand down my pants.

Last week was pretty fun.  Went to two gay bars, had a guy pick me up at one.  Even though it didn't work out, it was nice to know it could happen.  Then I of course spent some time at the spa.  I do think it was a great exploration.

With all of this said I still want to stay with my wife, and we enjoy each other.  Thank God she still wants me.  Sometimes I can't believe she does.

I have lots of work to do, and can't believe I'm typing to you instead of finishing a report.

Next week I head of to small town America again,  My guess is that nothing will happen, but I hope I will get a lot of masturbation time in.