Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Well. How did the Therapist go?

Well therapy went fine.

I now know I'm still a liar, and that we are different.

I now know we parent differently.  She authoritarian, and me passive.

I now know she has done nothing wrong, and it is all my fault.

I now know that I am the only reason our child was born.

I now know that she is hurting and really confused.

But in reality I knew all of those things.  I am there for her.  To make sure she is okay, and gets the help she needs.

I really want to stay in or get out of this relationship in a healthy manner, and that is why I wanted to go back.  I was tired of the phone calls  where she says shes done.  I've left, and don't know if I'll come back.  I want her to know where she wants to be and work at it.

We have not really talked a lot since the session, but I feel closer to her because we talked while we were there.

We have another one in about a week and 1/2....  I think it is for the best.

Thanks for all of the good thoughts out there.


  1. Keep with it.....it's a hard journey but one that is ultimately worth it.

  2. Therapy is often a long road. Try to be patient with the journey.

  3. Just discovered your blog and was starting from beginning. I'm way on down the road from you but have a similar story and blog www.mytripout.com (feel free to link if you think it merits). Good luck!

  4. This therapy doesn't sound very healthy for you if everything is being blamed on you!