Sunday, April 9, 2017

Life at 50 something.... So What...

I'll tell you, I just watched part of Tyler Perry's Madea movies.  Madea was giving the family hell and giving a life lesson at the same time.  She said that marriage when the couple is between 40 and 50 is the toughest time.  "The hu'ban is goin' t'ru Mid-life crises, and the wife is goin' t're minipause.  The kidts are nuts. having to take care of parents."  So true.

Image result for daddy bear masturbate50 is looking so calm.  Exciting decisions, trying to plan for more rest, the retirement.  You are on a "Don't care so much." roll.  Just want to be happy.

So what if I don't want to have sex so much.
So what if I want to sit in my room and masturbate.
So what if I now only jack-off once a week at home.
So what if I'm holding out for the perfect hook-up.
So what if I want to stay married to my wife, even though I'm gay.
So what if I need to take a little vitamin V, get it up.

Just So what.  

Wednesday, April 5, 2017

Boy, was San Diego Fun

NOT.   San Diego was a bust.  It was my fault though.  I was going for a three day seminar, and a long ass test afterwards.  The test was 4 hours and 200 questions, very technical, and I was not ready for it.   So every night I was in San Diego I had to study.   I did find one guy that wanted to come over.  It likely would have been fun, but I just had to focus on my work...

I did get some good masturbation in, but that was the extent of it. 

Probably the highlight of the trip was the discussion I had with my Uber driver.  He was a young guy... about 28, good looking and had a good story.  He had moved out to San Diego from Florida about 3 months earlier with his 32 year old boyfriend.  They had known each other for about 6 months prior to that.  He had started school and was interning in his field.  I enjoyed talking to him, and imagining it was me moving with my boyfriend, instead of getting married when I was his exact age.  

As far as the rest of life.  Things are fine here.  Just more of the same with the wife and family.  dealing with parental health issues etc.   After I changed my job I have been much happier.  Not traveling as much.  I have been keeping pretty busy, but for some reason, right now have a few gigs, but kind of slow.  I hope it picks up or the bank account is going to suffer. 

All in all pretty happy.

Hope like with you is good as well.