Thursday, December 31, 2015

Kinda Pisses me off.

The other day I was laying awake in bed, next to my wife, and started to think about how I got where I am today.  I reflected about our engagement party in my hometown.  

I remember standing at the bar surrounded by people I know, getting a beer, when someone I know said, "We didn't think he would ever get married."  I know my wife remembers that phrase being said, and I know I heard it.  I thought at the time, what do they know.

Well they knew exactly what I knew, and was not willing to admit, I was gay.  But society in 1995 told them to say nothing.

While I was lying in bed I started to get pissed.  At my friends, and my family, at society in the little town.  Why couldn't they say, "Are you gay?"  Why couldn't they really mean it, have a conversation about it.  I was only 28 at the time.  Never had a gay sexual encounter other than adolescent messing around.  I would have loved to have a discussion about it.

The consequences of the small town head in the sand, lets not talk about it makes me angry.  The worse thing is, I am guilty of the same thing... NOW.... But don't feel I can do anything, because I would out myself.  So then I'm mad at me, and it is a cycle.

So I go back to sleep, wake up and do the day all over again.

Wednesday, December 30, 2015

Hit a New High

I have had over 73,000 viewers to my blog... For some they have that everyday, but for me, I'm happy with this... Not really about a big readership, it is about the important readers you have.

Have a great New Year

Tuesday, December 29, 2015

Happy New Year!

Hope you have a safe and Happy New Year!  

My 2015 sex in recap to come soon.

Saturday, December 12, 2015

Escorts - The Good, The Bad and The Beautiful

Well, I've had my fill of escorts this year.  I decided to spend my "just in case" money.  I think I only have a few more escorts left in the stash.

If you have read some of my other stuff, you know I have has some fun, and was taken advantage of.  Here is what I have learned.

  1. Go with your gut.  If something seems weird, get out of it. 
  2. Pretty and muscular gods are not always the most passionate in bed.  
  3. Porn star escorts are actors. 
  4. Older is usually better.
  5. Passion is what makes it worth while.
  6. I can't have really good sex without kissing.
  7. I get off by the intrigue and the excitement of the unknown.
  8. Good masturbation can be better than bad sex.
  9. Bondage isn't all that.  It seems better in porn.
  10. A good top, knows how to prepare his bottom.
I have paid 6 different escorts this this year.  One I paid the most for and got a hug and a squeeze of his jeans.  One of them I have seen three times.  He is so consistent, and I love when I go to Milwaukee to see him.  I hope I can go again soon.  There was one in Denver that was excellent as well.  I wanted to see him a second time, but he was gone, and that is when I hired the young thief.  

Before the end of the year, I will give you some numbers on my sex life.  I love numbers, and have been quantifying my sex... It has been fun and interesting.