Monday, January 16, 2017

Home time equals porn time

Hey guys.  As I stated in my last post, I was changing my jobs around, and now I won't be traveling as much.  Well today, I'll be at home, and the wife will be gone, so I see some alone time with me and some good ole porn.

My wife and I got intimate the other morning...  It was fun, and I enjoyed the intimacy.  You see I have not been with anyone for a long time...  Say about 8 months or so, and I don't count the weird time I had with some random guys sucking on me in the bookstore last month.    I mean some alone time with a human.

It was nice and everything, but I can NOT keep things hard for longer than 1 minute once I start having intercourse.  This is mostly why I have become a bottom in my gay life as well.  I like to top, but with it covered it goes down quickly, and if I feel comfortable enough, or horny enough to go raw, it still doesn't stay long, although much longer.  I just am not getting as needy in the sexual side of things.  It is good for getting work done, but not so much for what I think I should want.

Anyway.  I have a doctors appointment, physical etc... I am going to get up the nerves to say something to the doctor.  I hope he can do something and I don't have to go to an urologist.  I know I should say something to my wife, but you know me...  I don't want to talk about anything like that, because it may lead to something I don't want to talk about.  What could that be? You may ask...  come on.  You know.

The fact that I'm gay, and all of those feelings could be what causes it.  Or that I watch so much porn, and it may cause problems, or the fact that I'm afraid it may be hurting her. (As it might for some women after menopause.)

Okay... so here we go into a new adventure.  Looking forward to what it may bring.  This picture is what I hope it brings!!!
Just look at that young man's smile.  I think that turns me on more than anything.

I'll tell you it is hard to find porn that has the young "xxx" fucking the older "xxx" type.  I put in two words there, but I really don't like those labels.  

Chat later, and PS, let me know if you know any good porn scenes with this scenario.  
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12 comments:

  1. AnonymousJanuary 16, 2017 at 11:12 AM

    Hey..good to see you posting again. I am sure you have...but have you looked at any tumblr blogs? I've come across a few of those that would have what you are looking for. I've had the same problem too...you are not alone!

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    1. Not AloneJanuary 16, 2017 at 11:53 AM

      Yes... I have some good tumblr feeds. I really like to have a full scene... Beginning to end... I get into it better when I know the "story". I like reading your blog as well.... have a hard time commenting on that site though.

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    2. BlkJackJanuary 17, 2017 at 12:56 AM

      We need to chat & catch up.
      BlkJack

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  2. BruceJanuary 17, 2017 at 12:11 AM

    Am I getting old? Because I don't remember you having any when we played... ;-)

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    1. Not AloneJanuary 20, 2017 at 7:59 AM

      That is because I had constant excitement when I was with you.

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  3. whkattkJanuary 17, 2017 at 9:24 AM

    Glad you're posting again...

    It may be "all in your head" as they say. But, please, please, please! say something to your doctor about your flagging boners. It could be something as simple as Low Testosterone. Really.
    It could be issues with any number of physical issues.
    As my own doctor has said, "Our boners are a barometer of our overall health. If you don't get hard, or have trouble keeping it hard, there might be an underlying medical issue."
    I know the fear we have of telling our doctors about our cocks, or balls....I understand it. But, realize they're human. In my experience, younger physicians are much more open than older ones when it comes to discussing problems with the equipment.
    You are FAR from alone. And we care, too.

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    1. Not AloneJanuary 20, 2017 at 8:00 AM

      We will see how it goes. Monday is the big day.

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  4. AbeJanuary 17, 2017 at 6:53 PM

    Welcome back, old friend. I also like a story. Something to rationalize those body parts flying all over the place. Hope to hear more from you soon.

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    1. Not AloneJanuary 20, 2017 at 8:01 AM

      I know. Having the emotion that goes along with the motion is bonus.

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  5. that one guyJanuary 18, 2017 at 10:06 AM

    Found a few. A lot of times they're labeled with the word NOT, as in "son fucks NOT his dad" (that son/dad label seems to get used any time the age difference looks like more than 5 years... I figure whatever, if it's hot it's hot). Hope these help.

    https://www.gayforit.eu/video/308313/Younger-fucks-bald-hot-older-guy (Guy fucks his friend's dad... feel free to skip the first 90 seconds which has nothing to do with the scene)

    https://www.gayforit.eu/video/334696/Younger-fucks-older (young guy fucks the plumber)

    https://xhamster.com/movies/6433967/grandpa_get_fucked_from_not_his_son_and_not_his_grandson.html (older guy takes it from younger guy and much younger guy)

    https://xhamster.com/movies/2753352/dad_and_not_his_son_fuck.html

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  6. that one guyJanuary 18, 2017 at 10:09 AM

    (oh, and forgot this one: http://www.myvidster.com/video/48607957/Son_rapes_dad )

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