Saturday, February 10, 2018

Busy Hands

Well....  I've still stayed real busy.  No time to think about men, sex, or even masturbating.  I just got done watching a little porn.  I was thinking yesterday morning, that I think it has been a week or so since I have had an erection.  Yeah, that is unusual for me.

So I found an hour I was going to be alone this Saturday morning, and I decided to watch some porn and rub one out.   Now off to more book keeping, and research and memo writing.

So idle hands are the devil's workshop.   I guess I've been to busy to worry about it.

Peace out.

Thursday, January 11, 2018

2017 was a year

Well 2017 was a busy year.  My wife and I purchased and are running a business, I quit one job, We had other family happenings going on. 

On the sex side, well.  I think I might of had sex with a man early in 2017, but I don't really even know.  I did suck one little tiny dick at a roadside "adult" store.  It is gross, and I don't stop very often. 

One "funny" story about hooking up.  I was in a town about 30 minutes from my home town doing some work.  I posted on craigslist, and got a guy interested in coming to my room.  I agreed, and was about to give my room number when he messaged that he was in the parking lot and cops drove in and he left.  I found out he was from my home town.  Close to my age.   Well that was weird.  I'm glad he didn't come by, but it makes me pretty curious. 

Now remember I had about 32 kids in my high school class, so this is a small town.  I likely knew him.   

I have had a few "almost met" hookups, but I think this year is a
new LOW record since I started hooking up with men.  Even my masturbation has slowed down a lot.  My doctor did check my T levels, and seem to be okay, so I don't think that is it.

I think I've talked about this, but I started taking a generic version of Viagra.  It is actually used to increase blood flow in the lungs, and my doc prescribed it to me.  Don't use it much. 

Not a lot else to tell.  I hope 2018 does well for everyone out there.

Tuesday, May 16, 2017

Nothing to see here... Move along.....

Image result for nothing to see hereNo, really.... there is nothing to see.  Life has been pretty boring here.  Not to excited to masturbate, and sex with a random creepy old guy in a glory hole just doesn't seem appealing to me right now.  I have been working and making things work around the house.  My daughter is at home for the summer, and so life will be very boring.
So...  not much to see here, but I thought I would touch base.

Sunday, April 9, 2017

Life at 50 something.... So What...

I'll tell you, I just watched part of Tyler Perry's Madea movies.  Madea was giving the family hell and giving a life lesson at the same time.  She said that marriage when the couple is between 40 and 50 is the toughest time.  "The hu'ban is goin' t'ru Mid-life crises, and the wife is goin' t're minipause.  The kidts are nuts. having to take care of parents."  So true.

Image result for daddy bear masturbate50 is looking so calm.  Exciting decisions, trying to plan for more rest, the retirement.  You are on a "Don't care so much." roll.  Just want to be happy.

So what if I don't want to have sex so much.
So what if I want to sit in my room and masturbate.
So what if I now only jack-off once a week at home.
So what if I'm holding out for the perfect hook-up.
So what if I want to stay married to my wife, even though I'm gay.
So what if I need to take a little vitamin V, get it up.

Just So what.  

Wednesday, April 5, 2017

Boy, was San Diego Fun

NOT.   San Diego was a bust.  It was my fault though.  I was going for a three day seminar, and a long ass test afterwards.  The test was 4 hours and 200 questions, very technical, and I was not ready for it.   So every night I was in San Diego I had to study.   I did find one guy that wanted to come over.  It likely would have been fun, but I just had to focus on my work...

I did get some good masturbation in, but that was the extent of it. 

Probably the highlight of the trip was the discussion I had with my Uber driver.  He was a young guy... about 28, good looking and had a good story.  He had moved out to San Diego from Florida about 3 months earlier with his 32 year old boyfriend.  They had known each other for about 6 months prior to that.  He had started school and was interning in his field.  I enjoyed talking to him, and imagining it was me moving with my boyfriend, instead of getting married when I was his exact age.  

As far as the rest of life.  Things are fine here.  Just more of the same with the wife and family.  dealing with parental health issues etc.   After I changed my job I have been much happier.  Not traveling as much.  I have been keeping pretty busy, but for some reason, right now have a few gigs, but kind of slow.  I hope it picks up or the bank account is going to suffer. 

All in all pretty happy.

Hope like with you is good as well.

Wednesday, February 15, 2017

Headed to San Diego in about a month

I'm headed to San Diego in about a month for a school and to take a test.  Headed out a day early.  Hoping to find some fun, except I have to study some.  This test is important.

Any thoughts?

Monday, February 13, 2017

HELLO Morning Wood

As you know I went to the doctor and told him my cock was not getting hard as quickly and staying erect when I'd really needed it.

He gave me a Rx for some generic Viagra.

Well I've tried it several times.  The first time I decided to try 40 mg before a good jack off session.  I kept a boner through the whole hour or more JO session.  It was nice.  That doesn't always happen.

Next, Saturday night my wife and I had a real good day, and I thought it would be a nice time to have a little hetro sex.   So I took another 40 mg about 8:15.   Well, we started watching TV and she said, "I'm not feeling well and really tired.  I thought well.  I guess that was a waste of two little pills.  But.....

The next morning I woke up a little early.  Actually I didn't sleep all that well, and had a good boner.  I needed a drink and my back was bugging me so I took some advil.  The boner lasted all the way into the kitchen, and back to the bedroom.  That was hot.  I loved having a hard cock that lasted so long.

Well about 6:00 I figured that the wife had enough sleep, and I started to spoon.

I was a little nervous it wouldn't stay hard while having sex with her, but it did.  I was cautious and did it hard and fast so I ejaculated pretty quickly.  But it was good.  I guess this is going to work pretty well.

nothing planned for a while.  If you remember, I changed jobs, so I won't be traveling quite as much.