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Didn't find anything today. My house is quiet, I'm alone for the moment, and I need something. I don't know where it is, and I don't know what it is. But something is missing.
I did get this in my in box...
But I didn't fight for anyone's rights, I am in the closet in spite of the elder gay's fight for equality. Nope that's not what I'm looking for.
Look at my favorite escort site, see if I can find someone new... Found a favorite to send an e-mail for an upcoming trip.
Nope.... that doesn't do it...
Looking through my "Reading List" ...
Nope... Not there. Cock didn't even twing on any of that...
Where is the answer? I'll go help my wife outside, and that will help, take my mind off of what I'm looking for.
I'm going to focus on being blessed to have her in my life.
You may not have found any inspiration today at your desk, but you provide inspiration to others through your blog posting. You just put it all out there in honesty, and that takes balls. Thanks for what you share.
ReplyDeleteThanks Adam. That helps me find reason to be here.
DeleteShe's there by your side...as is my wife. Yet, because I'm a married guy who craves cock, I fully understand what you are going through. Sometimes nothing online interests us, but we feel this gnawing we can't quite explain. We want...we want... But, inexplicably, we also NEED to safely stay right where we are. I hear ya, brother, and I feel your - not pain, per se - but the search to satisfying whatever it is that pulls our focus.
ReplyDeleteExactly, and that is why your site is so important. It keeps me safe.
Deleteboyyy you have so much of cocks in your list.
ReplyDeleteSo, I've chatted with either married or partnered or closeted guys before where when it came time to meet, they disappeared. And I often wonder if they were just looking for a little intimacy and the chat was a good approximation. And I'm not even talking about the cuddling all night with pillow talk type intimacy but just someone to acknowledge a side of their sexuality they can't express for one reason or another. And so I wanna tell these guys hey... Start a blog... And start connecting and opening up to people and get that sense of belonging and fight that feeling of being alone with people that actually wanna read and listen... Not just with random guys on craigslist offering blow jobs...
ReplyDeleteSo that leads me to my question: has blogging helped ya out in exploring this feeling that you're having? Or am I just kidding myself that blogging therapy works?
It does help most of the time. It lets me know that there are others out there who know what is happening. But sometimes, like this day, I needed something then and there. But yes sometimes I need the touch of a man, and the conversation with someone who knows where I'm at.
DeleteThats a whole lot of cocks you have there :) haha
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