I love my wife, and actually sex is pretty good with her, but we have not been intimate very much lately. I decided to initiate the other night and well, it was bad. It is really not her fault. She is of the age where sex is painful for her post menopausal self. We have talked about it a little, and I know she has tried some things from the doctor, but I try to be aware of it. Some of the prescriptions she could get were not worth the money, because you have to do everyday, to have sex once a month.
I of course take some Viagra to make sure I can keep it up during the process of making sure it is comfortable for her. That part is not very sexy. She was pretty excited while I was digitally stimulating her, but she always wants me to stop before she orgasms. This time I couldn't get much in before I could tell by the look in her face that it was uncomfortable. I just couldn't do it when I knew it was painful. She may have let me, but I can't.
Maybe we will talk about it when it is right. Shit she doesn't even know I take Viagra. I don't tell her, because I'm sure she would count it. Want to know when I use it.
Life as a gay may married to a women. Just one more challenge.
I'm gay, I'm Married to a woman, and live in the Midwest. This Blog is about my life and our struggles. I hope that it will help others out there.
Tuesday, May 29, 2018
Friday, May 25, 2018
I wish I knew what this was all about?
There is a guy that is always 2 miles from me who has such a hot cock. But his profile says.
"Good looking guy that wants to be a toilet for another. If you are just a big talker that never actually wants to meet or a flake move along. Looking for real experiences and not into wasting my time on bullshit. I am a ver nice kind kinky guy." It says he is "Out".
I'm intrigued. I would pee on someone if they really ranted it, but I would NOT do any more. I want to chat with him, but I think, ohhh I'm not going to meet him anyway, but just so damn curious.
I'm intrigued. I would pee on someone if they really ranted it, but I would NOT do any more. I want to chat with him, but I think, ohhh I'm not going to meet him anyway, but just so damn curious.
Wednesday, May 23, 2018
What did he want?
While I was in Louisiana I was chatting with this guy.
This is all his profile said. We talked on Wednesday, and I told him I may be available on Thursday. This was the same day I scheduled to meet the BiMM from my last post, but he stayed in touch and I thought oh maybe, you never know.
I guess I should have asked more questions. Here is our conversation. It is in reverse so read from the bottom up. I'm the oo691 he is 90.
I guess I was gullible, and with him being so coy I decided to play it safe. I was a little nervous that he was a cop. So I passed. He was pretty good looking and had a great body.
BTW. I did bring some money and was thinking about hiring an escort. I guess I saved some money this week. I'll tell you, I did eat some amazing food though. Went out with some fellow attendees of the meeting and had some crawfish one night and went to a real nice Italian place and had some great seafood.
Chat later.
Sunday, May 20, 2018
Topping in Louisiana
As I mentioned before, I spent a couple days in Louisiana. Not really in New Orleans, but near the airport. I found some guys real close to me, but none were eager to meet, or were only bottoms, and that is not really what I was in the mood for.
I did chat with a guy Tuesday night that was hot and married. He wanted to meet in the worst way. BiMM He was a Versatile Bottom on paper, but I knew he may be interested in more. So we made plans for Thursday afternoon when I got out of class. Of course I always forget the last day we get out early, and I wanted to head down to Bourbon Street. But I thought, Hmmmmm.... get naked with a man in my hotel, or head to Bourbon Street. Which.... I choose naked with a man.
He came by about 5:00 after work. He was a nice looking guy with a nice body. As you can see from his picture, he was pretty hairy. And I LOVED it. His hairy legs and chest turned me on. We started with a great embrace from behind. He was staring out my hotel window and I hugged him from beyond, kissing his neck. He liked it, but said he better use the restroom before we get started. We continued where we left off when he returned. He quickly took his shirt and pants off and I was feeling his body. after both of us getting naked, I laid on the bed and he gave me some quick head. He had an great warm mouth. I enjoyed his mouth on my hard cock.
He rolled over, and I laid next to him starting to kiss hem and rub my hand up and down his chest. I got on top of him and started to make out more. His hands were all over me, as mine were him. I kissed down his chest to his nipples. He started to moan when I spent considerable amount of time on them. I think put our cocks together and stroked them, and took my glasses off. I move to his thighs with my mouth. My beard licking and touching his thighs, paying particular attention under his balls. They were really hairy, and I couldn't help but get high on his all day man smell. It was heavenly.
You know that smell, a man and his crotch. Not dirty, but clean smell of a man that has not released his balls all day. I couldn't get enough, just smelling, licking, and eventually taking his balls into my mouth. intentionally not licking or touching his cock. when I had all the smell taken in, I lightly caressed his cock with my tongue. Starting to suck him more and more. Getting him good and hard. He of course didn't have a lot of time. Married men are on a schedule.
He wanted me to fuck him. We started with him standing up bent over, his hands on the dresser. I put on my rain coat, and lubed up his hole. As I put my finger in I could tell it was going to be a nice fit. I fucked him like this for a while. Then I sat on the bed and he sat down on me. He then bent over the bed and I fucked him good and hard this way. My hands roamed all over his back, but paid close attention to his hairy legs. I made sure mine were touching them as much as possible.
To end things up, he got on top of me and rode my cock. I knew I was not going to cum with the condom on so I put some lube on his cock and made sure he came with me inside of him.
After cumming, he rolled over and laid next to me. This of course is like a married man too. He wanted me to cum, so I started to stroke. He was not too in it, He had already shot his load. I stroked for a while, telling him I was going to be a while, as I had came each night this week. He understood. I did make sure before I left to put his limp, wet cock in my mouth. It was too sensitive for me to suck or move, but just the taste, and feel in my mouth was wonderful.
We took a quick shower for him to clean up any mess, and he dressed and was on his way at about 6:00ish.
I was talking with another guy, and was hoping to get fucked later on, so this was okay with me. He said he would have fucked me too if we would get together again, but of course that was not going to happen this trip.
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