What am I? #2

I got a lot of response. I appreciate all of your words. Yesterday was a day of unknown. I had new clients, and just had been gone for a long time. I broke down and had great sex with a hook up., and of course that sets in the guilt. My wife and I are going away for 4 days, alone. I think I'm worried about that as well. We may be in a place where there is no TV. No Internet. Very little phone service. So it could be interesting. My only is going to leave the nest in about a year as well. I think there was so much unknown yesterday, that I wanted to check out. Not in a kill my self way, but in a go back to bed way. This life is very unknown. I'll keep riding the ride, and be as happy as I can.