I hate this feeling!

Happy New Year to all of you.

My New Years has started out pretty bad.  I have a sore throat, and stuffed up nose, but I think it is all stress induced.  I did it to my self.  I usually can fight off a virus, but when I am stressed, it takes all my energy to fight the feeling.

I found something on my work computer that I can not get off. Let's just say it shows some things the company wouldn't like. You can guess what it is.  The files are in Read Only, and I can't change the capabilities because I'm not an administrator.  I have been sick about it, but reality is, no one will ever see it unless I am no longer with the company.

Well this is causing me to have that feeling in my stomach that I really, truly hate.  I feel like I'm going to vomit when I think about it.  I may be making a change in how work is structured etc as well, so there are just a lot of unknowns right now.

I know that is why I'm sick.  I did sleep well last night, and woke up with a sore throat at 4:00.  Maybe if we get passed that, I can focus on the good stuff.

On the good side, if the job stuff works out, I could be back to making some good money.