Monday, October 20, 2014

Exploration of my sexuality

I do love being on the road sometimes because I get to explore my sexuality, but it is probably a good idea to be home for a week.

I do like to work in my sweats, no underwear, Then I get to explore but only with one hand, with my hand down my pants.

Last week was pretty fun.  Went to two gay bars, had a guy pick me up at one.  Even though it didn't work out, it was nice to know it could happen.  Then I of course spent some time at the spa.  I do think it was a great exploration.

With all of this said I still want to stay with my wife, and we enjoy each other.  Thank God she still wants me.  Sometimes I can't believe she does.

I have lots of work to do, and can't believe I'm typing to you instead of finishing a report.

Next week I head of to small town America again,  My guess is that nothing will happen, but I hope I will get a lot of masturbation time in.


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  1. Buddy BearOctober 20, 2014 at 7:19 PM

    Good luck with your gay exploration!

    I would NOT rule out gay action in small town America. Travelling businessmen staying in hotels are ripe pickings for small town gays.

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    1. Not AloneOctober 21, 2014 at 9:11 AM

      Actually, the area is bigger than I thought, and there are lots of ads on Craigslist. I don't use Craigslist much anymore, but I do use it to see what the pulse is of the gay DL community.

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  2. blwOctober 24, 2014 at 4:00 PM

    Your story is so like mine. Married a long time, children, still have sex with wife, she knows I like men but doesn't want me to act on it. Thanks for your blog and letting me know I am Not Alone.

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  3. jmoraisNovember 3, 2014 at 1:49 AM

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