Kinda Pisses me off.

The other day I was laying awake in bed, next to my wife, and started to think about how I got where I am today.  I reflected about our engagement party in my hometown.  

I remember standing at the bar surrounded by people I know, getting a beer, when someone I know said, "We didn't think he would ever get married."  I know my wife remembers that phrase being said, and I know I heard it.  I thought at the time, what do they know.

Well they knew exactly what I knew, and was not willing to admit, I was gay.  But society in 1995 told them to say nothing.

While I was lying in bed I started to get pissed.  At my friends, and my family, at society in the little town.  Why couldn't they say, "Are you gay?"  Why couldn't they really mean it, have a conversation about it.  I was only 28 at the time.  Never had a gay sexual encounter other than adolescent messing around.  I would have loved to have a discussion about it.

The consequences of the small town head in the sand, lets not talk about it makes me angry.  The worse thing is, I am guilty of the same thing... NOW.... But don't feel I can do anything, because I would out myself.  So then I'm mad at me, and it is a cycle.

So I go back to sleep, wake up and do the day all over again.

Hit a New High

I have had over 73,000 viewers to my blog... For some they have that everyday, but for me, I'm happy with this... Not really about a big readership, it is about the important readers you have.



Have a great New Year

Happy New Year!

Hope you have a safe and Happy New Year!  

My 2015 sex in recap to come soon.

Escorts - The Good, The Bad and The Beautiful

Well, I've had my fill of escorts this year.  I decided to spend my "just in case" money.  I think I only have a few more escorts left in the stash.

If you have read some of my other stuff, you know I have has some fun, and was taken advantage of.  Here is what I have learned.

1. Go with your gut.  If something seems weird, get out of it. 
2. Pretty and muscular gods are not always the most passionate in bed.  
3. Porn star escorts are actors. 
4. Older is usually better.
5. Passion is what makes it worth while.
6. I can't have really good sex without kissing.
7. I get off by the intrigue and the excitement of the unknown.
8. Good masturbation can be better than bad sex.
9. Bondage isn't all that.  It seems better in porn.
10. A good top, knows how to prepare his bottom.

I have paid 6 different escorts this this year.  One I paid the most for and got a hug and a squeeze of his jeans.  One of them I have seen three times.  He is so consistent, and I love when I go to Milwaukee to see him.  I hope I can go again soon.  There was one in Denver that was excellent as well.  I wanted to see him a second time, but he was gone, and that is when I hired the young thief.  

Before the end of the year, I will give you some numbers on my sex life.  I love numbers, and have been quantifying my sex... It has been fun and interesting.  

The trip that was all about sex - Thursday and Friday

Well here is the last installment of the week that wore me out...

If you remember, Monday, I got taken by an young boy "escort" and ended up taking care of myself.  Tuesday was spent with a young native american giving me a good blow job, Wednesday was spent at a men's spa.

Thursday, was actually pretty blah... I quickly jacked off and went to bed.

Friday afternoon I went back to the men's spa.  My flight didn't leave until 8:00, and so I had some time to kill.  It was a good time...  It was a little slow, but enjoyed quite a few men.  The few things that were real hot was spending a long kissing session with a younger black guy.  It was really hot... I think we made out for 15 minutes... He was good....

There was a hot stud walking around.  He look Greek, but he was hot, and you could tell he was full of himself.  I saw him walking around, and I looked a lot.... as we went down the steps to the basement, I followed him and noticed he turned into a dark hallway I have never been to so I followed him...  He went to a black corner, and I found that he was sitting...  All I could see was a foot... So I just stood there... to see what he would do.  He did nothing so I reached down and touched his leg.  He didn't resist, so I found his cock and started to stroke it... It was very hard, and about 8" and thick...  I got on my knees and started to suck.. He was one of those who wanted to take control... It was a great 5 minutes of sucking a beautiful hard cock.

After that encounter I watched a guy get a blowjob from a bigger guy.. big cock, big beard, bald... just what I like...  I went over when he was done to get my cock sucked by him.  I had to leave because he was going to make me cum.

I walked around a little more, but finally came back to the bald guy laying on a "bed".  He had a great beard, and we kissed a lot. His beard was pretty think and about an inch long.  I loved its feel.  I whispered and asked him if he liked to fuck ass... He said of course.  I was worried he wouldn't fit as he was very big...  He assured me he would be gentle... I got a condom and put it on him, crawled on top of him and worked to get it in...  He was so big he couldn't quite make it work that way.  But he laid me on my back and slowly stuck it in... fucked me long and hard.  It felt so good.  I loved that others came by to watch... That is always hot... he got a good rhythm going and I had a cock ring on so I got pretty hard. I lubed up and I came big and hard...  I took a shower, and then went back upstairs.

I decided that since they were giving free tests, that I would get tested... All came back fine...

It was a HOT week... Really enjoyed myself...

Happy Thanksgiving

Hope you are all blessed with a great day with family and friends.

The trip that was all about sex. - Tuesday and Wednesday

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My week.... It was like Sodemy and Go More -- ah....

Monday.......

Flew in. Hired an Escort... Young cute and ripped me off...  So I Jacked off.

Tuesday....

In a different town so found a less than average young dude to come suck me off....

Wednesday...

Went to the men's spa.... Had lot's of fun, but still needed to please myself later that night.

Thursday..

I was going to do nothing in the sexual nature, but my hand and I had a quickie

Friday.

Went back to men's spa...  Had LOTS of fun, and got tested, and flew home...

Saturday.

I was home and did lots of family stuff.

Sunday.

Today... doing work, and headed to a new city this afternoon.

Now a post for each day exciting event.... I might have time to do that this week.  Wish me luck.

What am I in search of?

After a week of masturbating, trying to find a hook up on craigslist or Adam for Adam. Spending a couple of hours naked with other men and a spa, let's just call it a sex club. Or hiring an escort who screwed me, and not at the butt. I wake up in the morning tired and wonder what am I looking for?

I am probably asking this because I'm tired, work is getting overwhelming, life is just blah. 

I guess today needs to be a day of work, and rest. More to come as you can see there may be lots of stories I should tell.

Fuck Through a Gloryhole

Well.....  there is this hole in the wall bookstore on the way to where I was headed last  week.  It was a Sunday, and I told myself if there are at least three cars I would stop.

There are three booths, and I thought well one worker, and if there were two others there I would at least have a little fun.  I pulled off the highway, and there were two pickups and a car.  So I stopped.

I quickly paid my money, and went into the far booth.  There was someone in the first and middle booth.  I quickly pulled my cock out and was hard as I sat in the old grimmy hard chair and looked through the hole to see who was next to me. He looked pretty slim, and had a nice cock... He was stroking, and bent down to look at me.

I invited him to put himself through the hole in the wall, and I spent some good time with his member.  He was good and hard....

soon he pulled out and wanted me to allow him to oblige me.  So of course I did.... he was good at what me did, but soon it stopped and I pulled out and he again put his cock through...

After of me going to town on his manhood, He pulled out and started to look through the hole more. I continued to jackoff, and he whispered let me see your ass...

I did and I moved it back to meet him... He fingered me, and it felt good.... soon, I could tell his cock was there... I pushed back and could feel him headed in my hole... it felt good.

I pushed more and it was great... It started to get uncomfortable, so I pulled around and spit on his cock to get a little more on it... I then held his cock and pushed back on it more... It felt good, but wished I would have brought some lube....

He hit my spot and soon I shot on the floor.   Like a naughty little bottom.... I let him slip his cock back through and I cleaned up and left.  I got to the car, and got situated.  I noticed the guy in the far booth leave right after me... He was an older guy, but the middle booth guy, the one with his cock just inside of me, got in his truck next to me.  I only got a glance, but he seemed pretty nice looking and had a cowboy hat in the dash of his truck... I followed him out of the parking lot.  He went east... I went west....

But the rest of the story... USE LUBE.   my asshole hurt so bad for the next 4 hours I was driving in my car.   I made it through the weekend, but going to the bathroom was sooooo painful... And usually there was some blood when cleaning up. I know it is hemorrhoids mostly... I have had that issue for ever,  That was a bout a week ago, but I have since got some over the counter meds, to make sure things come out better, and I'm doing pretty good now.

Craigslist came through

I was gone on a work trip for several days.  It included a nice weekend of non-work in a scenic location.  I spend time exploring the area, and even craigslist, a4a and squirt.

I started with an older retired CEO type that was looking for some fun.  I messaged him on a4a.  But after I sent a picture he told me he had met me in the town I was in before.  I had to correct him, since I had never been in this town before.  The next I found on craigslist, and was ready for a fun time, but he asked if I was married, and I said yes.  He said he couldn't do it.  Well said no hurt feelings, thanks for his honesty.  He showed his colors when after a period of time.  He was having second thoughts and wanted my picture.  This was after I had already had an adventure, and I ignored him.

I also replied to a craigslist post that sounded interesting.  His stats were good, and he was about a year younger than I.  we communicated several times, and were able to pick a time in the afternoon for him to come over.  I drew a hot bath in the inroom air jet tub, and waited for him....

He was hispanic, had a nice body, and was very horny.... we kissed, sucked and sucked some more in the tub... it was a good time there.  We then went to the oversized shower to lather and rinse off... we then went to bed for some more hot rolling around.

As he was on his back and me strateling him, sucking on his nice cock,  he readied my tight pink hole for his assault.    He did a great job back there, because when it was time to having enter my man hole, it felt so wonderful.   We tried many positions, until he shot his wonderful load into the condom that was deep inside of me.

I pulled the condom off, and put his juice on my chest and continued to jack off as he helped me along....

Another shower and off we went.

The next night I found a horny younger guy on A4A to come over so I could cum on his chest.

Then several days later headed to a men's spa... met a black man there that was beautiful... was bald with a beard... ohhhhhh that is so hot... we sucked and both came while the other jacked us off... he was hot...

Great! Trip!

Working from home is HARD

No, Not me.

Working from home is great most of the time....   Today it was good, but there are so many distractions.  The biggest distraction is between my legs.

This morning the wife was gone, so I worked all morning with out any pants on.  yep naked from the waste down.  You can imagine what that led to.

So now I need to work my hardest to get everything done for the day.

Escort Website Busted

Hey guys...

have you seen the news about the gay online escort site.  The Department of Homeland Security  (DHS)  has busted them.  It is very interesting that it was DHS that took them down.  Many speculate that it was a money issue, and not so much the illegal prostitution thing, but who knows.  I have checked several other sites, and even some sites that have reviews, and they have changed the way they are doing business.  I think the whole escort business, who thought things were all cool, are a little nervous.

Could this be the new Ashley Madison?

Hmmmmm....