Size does matter!!!!

I was reading some Facebook posts the other day talking about passwords, and how horrible it is that we must change them periodically. And they were talking about how to make them secure.  I posted a post saying "Size does matter."  This is because it does for passwords.  Well for cocks, IT MATTERS.

It has been a long time for me since I hooked up with a top, and enjoyed his manhood inside of me.  I was craving it sooooo much.  Well I was in a college town of about 50,000 the other night, and I had several good offers.  I found a guy who had "by his measurements" 9 inches.  I wanted to make it work with a man of his size, but was afraid that since it has been at least a couple years since that has occurred that this may not.  Well we made arrangements and got together.  I passed on a 6 inch versatile bottom because no matter how much he wanted to, I bet it would have not ended like I had hoped.

Well let me tell you.  It was 9 inches.... I was so happy that I could enjoy his manhood the whole way.  I did REALLY enjoy it too.... WOW.  Size Does Matter.

PS.  After I had came all over his chest, he did one thing that I really don't like.  He continued to rub my slippery wet supper sensitive head.... I asked him to stop, but he didn't want to... I wanted to please him, so I let him. Ohhhh and he didn't kiss either... So there were somethings that were a little annoying, but I was happy he showed up.

PSS. I am trying not to have a hook up all the time, but there are times I just need the touch of a man....

PSSS.  Things around the house are okay.... working our butts off.  I have a lot of work to do, and am going to be on the road for the next 3 to 4 weeks of and on.

Cruising the M4W when you really want M4M

A nice guy that I came in contact with from my blog and I have had some great conversations on Google chat, and he told me about one of his tactics to find guys to have fun with.  I haven't tried it, but he cruises the M4W section of Craigslist and sends a nice message to them.

Very nice, like, "How's the luck with the ladies?  Male/30 could take care of you.  Good luck." 

He says he has a 20% success rate or so.   Hmmmmm, I might try.  I love meeting other married guys like he does. 

I Miss a Good Hug

 On a recent trip to Vegas I was by myself for a night.  I worked hard to find a hook up.   I needed to be with a man. I had lots of chances, but I needed to do it at a certain time to make everything work right in my schedule.  Well, I had a couple no shows, and a I can't wait that long.  But I finally found a guy to come to my room. It was about 10:00 pm.  He came in, and I could tell he was very nervous.  He was out and gay, but didn't ever hook up. (He says.)  He was really nervous, and ask a few questions about me being married.  He didn't want to kiss, so of course I didn't push. He said that it was to intimate, and I should be saving that, and besides he had a cigarette.  I said in the ad, I didn't like smokers.  We touched and talked for a while, and he actually wanted to see down there.......  he played with me as I did with him.  I asked him to lay on the bed.  He was fully clothed. We touched like that for a while, then sat back up.


He told me that he was pretty horny and another guy had came by his place, but he ended up asking him to leave.  Then he said, "I think I better go."  I didn't want him to at all.  I needed the intimacy, but he was feeling cheap from all of it.  He said he just needed "something" and was looking today for a reason he really didn't understand. 
He was so surprised that I needed the intimacy, because I was married.  Before he left we hugged. I didn't want to let him go.  I think it was a very therapeutic hug.  I whispered in his ear that he was Okay.  I said, "It is hard to be us, and we both needed to feel accepted." 

We hugged for about 10 to 15 seconds.  He left.  I sent him a quick e-mail that said, thanks for coming by, and that he should not feel cheap.  He said he only had good thoughts all the way home.  That made me happy........... even though we didn't get naked.... I was happy.

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I was in a small Midwestern town the other night as well, and had a few want to stop by.  But they were too late this time, and I took care of things another way.  I know you get my drift. 
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As I get older, it is easier to just take care of myself, and go to bed.  In the past I would be up till 1:00 waiting for that right guy to e-mail me before I went to bed. I guess I will just wait till it is just right.  It is probably much more healthy for me anyway.

I really miss having good sex from a man more often, but I still need a good hug from a guy.  I think I crave that more than the sex.  Just to hold another guy, letting him know I care, and getting the same energy from him. I really enjoy that first hug.... fully clothed.... feel what he is realy made of.  Then as we get more intamate, we hold each other naked, no space between us.  It makes me feel so good.