Wednesday, March 21, 2012

THIS is what I'm talking about

As you know, the other night I went to my first gay bar. It was okay and I met s guy, we connected, but it wasn't meant to be. But all in all, it was a fun experience. Well I went back the next night. This night looked more promising when I entered. There we more guys, and they looked a little more my type. I orders my beer and found a place to sit down. I said a quick, "I've never heard that song before,".

After my first beer, I went outside to drink my second one. The were four guys standing around talking, and every now and again another guy would come out and walk through the "back". A few said hi, but moved along. I finished my beer and left. Smelling like smoke again. I was a little bumbed and felt like I was in college again, and leaving the bar lonely again.

 Earlier in the day, I was going through CL, and I noticed a guy had posted from my hotel. I sent him an email, but I thought it was a long shot. He looked hot but he w looking for a sissy. I am far from that, hairy and a beard... Not going to work. I did have a guy lined up for tomorrow after my seminar, so I was not too worried my trip would be a complete waste of time. I was hanging out in my room and got an email from CL and my ad from last week. It was a guy from my hotel. He was looking to hook up. We emailed for a few minutes and then he was ready to come over. I was excited.

 I don't think that we stopped touching for several hours. It was great. We were pfext together. I loved touching hm and he I. Well he left the next morning at 7:00. And we made plans to meet tonight. I sent him an email to tell him I was interested. Nothing back. I went to eat dinner, and continued to check my email. I kept thinking it was going to be a bust. Well. As I walked back into the hotel, I saw him walking past me. 

He didn't see me. I waited so he was going up the elevator before I did. Later he emailed me that he worked hard all day and just got in. He still had work to do. I told him I understood, but I was disappointed. He was a great guy, and we could of had a great evening together again. We both were unsatisfied in our real life. He with his male partner I with my female partner, I am not complaining, it was a wonderful experience. This was one of the best hook ups I have ever had. He was so passionate, and so into making me feel safe and good. He was happy when he left as well.

THAT's what I'm talking about.


  1. I just discovered your blog as a link to another one I follow. I read some of your back issues and see you have been writing since mid 2010..and so we have been having these parallel experiences trying to manage finding men to meet the void in our marriages. I too, like you, have tried going to gay bars a few time when on work related travel, but have not picked the right places or just had bad nights there. The internet seems to have eclipsed the bars as a way to make a one-night stand. And I know that feel, that you can have a night of passion with a man and a great orgasm and think maybe there is some basis for doing it again - but one or the other of you lets it go - and the logistics of "dating" are so much more difficult if one is married.

    I will put a link up on my blog to yours. Good luck in your adventures, and as difficult as it may be, I do hope you find some one guy with whom to have a nice mutual affair, as I have been lucky enough to do.

    1. Thanks for your reply, and I'm glad you stopped by. I started to read your last post. It is so deep. I need to find some time when I'm alone to take it in. I appreciate your wishes of luck. I don't know what I'm looking for. Sometime a random hook up like this makes me want more anonymous beautiful sex, and it sometimes makes me want to look for more.

      Only time will tell which I head towards. Thanks again

  2. I will try to read my posts from my ipad better. until I edited it, this was the worst post in a long time.