Saturday, October 1, 2011

Masturbation

Can it be an addiction?  I'll tell you throughout my life, I really have been controlled by the pleasure that masturbation brings to me.  I felt it again yesterday.  It was 4:00.  I should go outside, do something, but I really wanted to watch some porn, and talk to a hot guy on a chat line and pump......

I restrained, as I was keeping busy, and I went upstairs to the kitchen.  I continued to restrain, but kinda stood there with a pit in my stomach.  I felt the urge. Am I horny?  That is normally what I call it.  But today I was calling it addicted. I ate something.  Maybe that would help relieve the hankering the pit in my stomach?  It made me forget about it for a minute.  I decided to make a call and then go outside with the family.  They were out working horses. 

Still a pit, I was walking around like a zombie.... That is how I felt, Like a zombie....

I did a honey do.... watch the fam.... went to eat at McDonalds.... came home and watched some TV after finishing some homework.

It kinda went away.

Then there is this morning.  I woke up.... Hard... wanted it... Wife left... Daughter left..... Home alone.... should I?  I did some laundry... Should I?   Wife will be home soon... Should I?   Damn.....  NO...  I want to have some intimacy with my wife.... Should I?   NO.....

I came and wrote this blog post.  But I'm on the computer with the porn, right there... a great blogger probably posted some hot pictures?   Should I?  

NO
NO
NO
NO

Keep the hand away from the Penis (I know I capitalized it automatically?  What?  Is it a personal noun?)

NO
NO

I won for now. (Notice no pictures of masterbation on this post?)  I know not as visually appealing, but that is the point.

6 comments:

  1. I feel no guilt about masturbating daily, given that I'm not having sex with anyone else. It feels great and ensures your equipment is in good working order.

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  2. I think it is addictive but I can't think of another addiction I'd rather have . . .

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  3. I know guys, it is great fun, and sometimes I think about when I'm old and in the nursing home, what those nurse will think when the catch me in my room, rubbing one out. :)

    I cured it for the weekend, but am back to it Monday.... I will figure out the best timing, and live with it, won't I.

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  4. Hi Christian, you do have a nice blog there. I love reading it. I have some questions but I would like to ask you personally. Do you have an email?

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  5. i was an "addict" last year.. but somehow..this year i just totally lost my mojo.. and i don't know why...

    oh..and im only in my 20's

    i think im too young to be going through MEN"OH"PAUSE..

    if you feel like jacking off.. just do it... i'm sure one day you will get bored of it...(just from my experience)

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  6. It's an addition if it messes with your life. And it sounds like it is.

    Porn and jerking off can be fine. But . . . If it's affecting your intimacy with your wife, and it's becoming a substitute for something else in your life. . . it's not such a good thing.

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